#281. You don’t understand depression until you can’t stand your own presence in an empty room.”
#282. Sometimes the most broken people try to fix others because they cannot fix themself.”
#283. Depression is no surprise to god and it does not cancel his purpose for your life. You may be struggling, but you are not your struggle. You still are who god says you are. And this does not make you less of a person. You’re just as valuable and your story is not over.”
#284. Everyone gets tired of me at some point. Then eventually they’ll leave. They all do.”
#285. #Some days, I feel everything at once. Other days, I feel nothing at all. I don’t know what’s worse: Drowning beneath the waves or dying from the thirst.””
#286. I think I’m afraid to be happy because whenever I get too happy, something bad always happens.”
#287. You see that girl? She looks so happy, right? Telling jokes, smiling, having a great time and… Dying inside. She’s hurt. And tired. Tired of all the drama, tired of not being good enough, tired of life. But she doesn’t want to look dramatic, weak and attention seeking. So she keeps it all inside. Acts like everything’s perfect but cries at night. So everybody things that she’s the happiest person they know. That she has no problems and her life is perfect. If only they knew the truth…”
#288. I’m so sorry I’m not the daughter you wanted I’m so sorry that I’m a shitty sister I’m so sorry that I’m depressed and I cry a lot and I hide in my room I’m so sorry that I don’t do everything you ask I’m so sorry I’m not perfect and pretty I’m so sorry that I put such a damper on your lives and that I’m tired and antisocial please forgive me for being a human being I really am sorry that I even exist I wish I could disappear to make it easier on everyone seen as I’m such a horrible person seen as it’s impossible to be nice to me impossible to deal with me impossible to love me I’m so fucking sorry.”
#289. I don’t fogive people because I’m weak. I forgive them because I am strong enough to understand that people make mistakes..”
#290. I will never apologize for being me.”
