#161. #People cannot put traumatic events behind until they are able to acknowledge what has happened and start to recongnize the invisible demons they’re struggling with.””
#162. Emotionally: I’m done. Mentally: I’m drained. Spirtually: I feel dead. Physically: I smile.”
#163. Shut down and they say you’re cold. Open up and they say you’re too emotional.”
#164. I’m the type of girl who smiles to make everyone’s day. Even though I’m dying on the inside.”
#165. #It gets better” when? #it’ll be okay”.. no it won’t. #I’m here for you.” Bullshit. #it’s okay” no it’s not..”
#166. Depression is like… sitting in a room surrounded by a ton of people that you know very well and possibly love. People who know you and support you and worry for you. But you still feel overwhelming alone. It’s like having everyong tell you they love you and how much they appreciate you and they do things for you because they care. But you still feel like they don’t care. Like having a ton of friends that you do everything with and who you have fun memories with and knowing people that you talk to everyday and who notice you. But yet you still feel invisible. Or unseen It’s like doing the things that you know you love and enjoy. And doing the things youv dedicated yourself to. But having no motivation to do them and feeling no enjoyment from doing them. It’s like being sick and wanting to feel better. But while you try to heal you get pushed down by a bully. The bully is your mind. And after so many times of being pushed it starts to feel normal. And you lose all hope of feeling better it’s like a silent torture. Nobody knows that you were ever wounded until you’re suddenly gone.”
#167. How do you feel?- I don’t.”
#168. I’m sorry that nothing I do is good enough.”
#169. I’m exhausted from trying to be stronger than I feel.”
#170. Are you aware the shape I’m in? My hands, they shake My head, it spins.”
